Hello, Tumblr. Long time no blog. I’ve been struggling a lot since the move here. The last couple days have been a little better. I know I will get used to living here eventually, but right now it’s still rough. The sun came out today, it was really nice. Casey and I sat outside during lunch on the sidewalk. I don’t even remember how long it’s been since I was able to engage in such an activity.
The emotional battle is still the same. It’s been annoying lately because he’s been rather distant, but he’s doing a lot better so I was very glad to hear that. I wish he would move up here. That would make everything better. But in all reality, I need to learn to be happy alone. I’m okay alone, but when I know that all I really care to do is love the person with everything that I am, it’s difficult to be happy doing something that doesn’t include him in any way, shape, or form.
I walked to Washington Park today. It was really nice. I think I’ll go there more often. There are trees and teeter-totters and brick formations. I thoroughly enjoyed it. I enjoy breathing. Also, I fixed my bike the other day, so it’s been nice being able to ride around as I please.
Over and out.
